I guess I need to get back to me
Oh where do I even begin? I used to blog regularly....took so much pride in it really. Sadly, my last post was Christmas pics from 2014! I know what you'll tell me: "Don't be so hard on yourself. You've been busy." Yea, yea, yea. I have been busy. I mean, what human being has a 4 year old and an almost 6 year old and is not busy? I don't know any. And yet, I look at my blog and I feel disappointment. Another thing that I just couldn't keep up with. Then I look up from my computer screen...at this unbelievably messy single-wide trailer. I sure didn't see myself STILL here at age 35, but here I am......and the housekeeping...out of control. Honestly, I feel like everything has just been out of control for a while now. Lost my job last year when my boss/friend died. Gained all the weight back that I lost....that pretty much puts a damper on everything. I cry pretty regularly lately trying to face the fact that our kids may not be able to