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I guess I need to get back to me

Oh where do I even begin?  I used to blog regularly....took so much pride in it really.  Sadly, my last post was Christmas pics from 2014!  I know what you'll tell me: "Don't be so hard on yourself.  You've been busy."  Yea, yea, yea.  I have been busy.  I mean, what human being has a 4 year old and an almost 6 year old and is not busy?  I don't know any.  And yet, I look at my blog and I feel disappointment.   Another thing that I just couldn't keep up with.  Then I look up from my computer screen...at this unbelievably messy single-wide trailer.  I sure didn't see myself STILL here at age 35, but here I am......and the housekeeping...out of control.  Honestly, I feel like everything has just been out of control for a while now.  Lost my job last year when my boss/friend died.  Gained all the weight back that I lost....that pretty much puts a damper on everything.  I cry pretty regularly lately trying to face the fact that our kids may not be able to